Also, I am featured a in new Tv Show called “Slay Stories” – along side with my new friend “Jamie” in the cover photo and Host – “Nzube”. The Producer called and I showed up. It’s screening in Autumn.
Trust me. Gave it to them with no holding backs. I did me 100%. Kept it real all the way home. I don’t vibe with fake people. I am too woke for that mess. So, I was glad they loved all that realness too. It was all mutual respect and realness for everyone on set and in production.
Thanks for all the support. Follow on social media and kindly share with nice people and if they are not, still do. They need love too. Xx
So, I cruised through the song, rather than letting rip of my vocal cords. I did that regrettably, once before, due to poor music inductrination and racial peer pressure.
It cost me a lucrative major record deal among other things like racial trauma and ptsd. So, no! Not again. Beyond the pain, and making lemonade out of my lemons, I have performed this song, numerous time’s live at Ronnie Scotts.
It’s a cathartic favourite to play at jam sessions, with the house band, when asked to perform my self-penned songs. I’ve written hundreds of holistic cathartic songs for my music therapy journey to overcome narcolepsy & depression. The remixes are just as cool.
Been always iffy about the acoustic version🧐. I nearly deleted it several times. It was one of the rare moments I observed on film, I was a Tom Girl and unique. I hated it for years till I embraced my individuality (uniqueness). The very african consciousness (Osumare) I was demonised for .
Everyone should. This opened my eye into the world of toxic masculinity in some men. Particularly, in some black men and why they are the way they are. Escuse the digression🧘🏿♂️. Scattered applause🤣🤷🏿♂️ after a performance. Is that good or bad? What do you think? Leave me your thoughts❤👈🏿 ..’ ✍🏿🙏🏿
If you can make people gay, then you can make them straight. Except that it has never really happened in truth. Keep me out of the rest of the ambiguity.
This is why I am interested in the #lgbtqia movement because there is more to human sexuality, than being labled gay or straight.
It is not simply black or white. There’s a whole lot of grey in between like the colours of the rainbow making up pure white light ..’ Illusions all the way deep into the amazon forests, and from hollywood into the church.
People are born the way they are ..’ Unless you want to make a slave out of anyone, humans are pre dispositioned. Humans can also be very, very hypocritical.
This facsinates me. It reminds me of the homo-social relationship between ‘Jonathan & David’ as recorded in the Bible. Some of you are not woke enough yet. Too busy praying to white jesus.
Vibes don’t lie. That’s why it is said, Love is love, and love is freewill. Thank God for grace through one Holy Sacrifice called “Emmanuel”.
Real men are not toxic with their masculinity or intimidated by any #lgbtqia community unless they are on the #downlow which will explain (Homophobia) a lot. Real men can be homo-social and still be proud of their sexual prowess. It is just human #nature ..’
I never imagined I will become an lgbtqia advocate. It came out of realisation and a necessity when I observed a double standard in comparision with heterosexual norms of moral behaviour.
Naturally, I challenged the logic as any one would when something does not make sense. I, as a ‘Tom Girl’, see the double standards. I’m sure you do too. I talked more about it, casually; live on facebook – here.
This post is to highlight the particular prejudices against the lgbtqia community from ignorant people. For more help with this topic and for more advise try visiting the healthline website.
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There are tonnes of black gay, bi men & women and sorts all around you, in low and high places, but you do not want see. You rather have the lie and live the fairy tale. So life gladly feeds it to you.
Billy Porter did not marry for 27 years and lie to himself but he was held prisoner to the ideation that he was not masculine enough to fit in untill his 40’s; and he made more money, than when he was in the closet, broke and bankrupt, fiending. This is why my “Tom Girl”, African behind is fiending nothing for anyone.
Osumare (the Androgenous God that balances feminine and masculine energy) in African folk history is the personification of the Lgbtq appropriated in the west.
Intrinsic-Powers that some of you are self-hating because of epigenetics and the trauma of bucking that Africans ought to otherwise; harness, utilise, mobilise and monetise all the way into the sunset conglomerating feasible multi-billion pound industries like “Rupaul” & “Tyler Perry” – because of Grace.
The last time I checked, the “Eve Gene” preceeds White Jesus.
If You Need Me – (the Mixtape) out: now. Prelude to #OblivionEp.
You can get it from major digital online retailers like Amazon or apple.
Last year, I wrote & produced a compilation album featuring a brand new self penned song “If You Need Me”, from the forth coming Ep “OBLIVION”, scheduled for realease in 2020. Also won 6 awards internationally for “Music & Community Support” including “Oustanding Creative Artiste Of The Year from BBI (EMA Awards).